Just wanna cry
Life is just so overwhelming sometimes. I feel like I’ve not had a “normal” life in a while now. Maybe there isn’t any such thing as normal.
My Uncle was supposed to be getting his next round of chemo right now. Unfortunately he had to see his Oncologist first, before admission to the hospital. The asshole refused to see him, saying he had to pay his $8,000 bill first. This Dr was well aware of his inability to pay prior to treating him the first time. Instead of calling, he let him make the appt and show up, then refused him.
Is $8,000 a fair price for a life? Seems pretty low. Without chemo, he’ll die.
This AM, Nana hit me. In anger. I’m too sad and hurt to go into right now, but I feel like a huge failure. Huge.
I just need a break. I need, for once, for things to fall into place and just be right for a while.