My flat tummy
My semi-perky boobs
Lazy Saturday’s curled on the couch with Abel
Eating a meal in one sitting, without grubby hands
Hot sex all the time
Going to the movies with Abel
My identity outside of Mommy
A clean, toy-free house
It seems like when I became a parent, I gave up so much without even realizing it. I was independent, care-free. I was only responsible for me. Honestly, I miss it.
I love my daughter, and missing my old life doesn’t take away from that. There are just days, like today that I’d like to flush her down the toilet.